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Hi all
Forgive me, my activity has been lacking on this site for a good while now and that is due to my mental health, it continues to suck motivation out of me which sucks... I also have a attempted to share art on twitter and after a few years hit 50 followers, if you could follow me there I appreciate it. https://twitter.com/RobbieRTRE But the real reason I write this journal is to report that of December of last year I lost my Grandmother due to dementia and other complications... and now tonight I have lost my Grandfather, he missed her too much and died of a broken heart but at least now they are together again. My thoughts are with my Father to lose both his parents in such a short time... my greatest fear...
Lonely
Firstly I hope everyone is safe and well and moving on from the virus and 2020... Why do people change? people get a boyfriend/girlfriend your not worth a hello, people find a new group of people you become something stuck to the underside of their shoe, people start streaming and they become dicks?... why does all the above happen to me... each day I feel more and more lonely and I can got days/weeks or months without someone dropping me a hello on discord asking how I am... Forgive me if that is selfish but all I want is some company and when i try it normally leads to 1 word replies... you cant have a conversation like that. So if they can't be bothered why should I? I understand people lead different lives and can be busy but if they can find time for these people why can't they find time or just a few moments to say hello... perhaps I deserve all this pain, perhaps I deserve to be lonely... You'd think having known the people in your lives for most of it they would feel the
Forgive me for the lack of activity...again
Hi people I hope your all doing well.
As always forgive me for the lack of activity I really want to get back into art but just finding it a little difficult atm what with my mental heath and having to re-learn things and such. Once I over come them I know I can start drawing again.
What also didnt help was that i had my bank details stolen and money taken from my bank so still recovering from that.
I hope you all well
Rob
Forgive me for the lack of activity
Hi people I have been quiet for a few months now and thought I should just explain.
Most of you will know that Miiverse shut down which meant I could not longer use my Wii U to draw on. So in that time I have got a new Laptop that allows me to draw on the screen but that means I am having to relearn how to draw and trust me for someone like me thats not easy.
I have been toying with different art programs and so far the only thing I have got right is the lineart thanks to a close friend of mine... the part I am struggling with most though is shading, bringing the picture to life. I am struggling with that and my mental health makes that wor
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