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My Bunny Boy
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Hi there people, I thought I should write this journal because there has been very little activity from me on here and I thought of updating you on my current situation.
Over the past few weeks my depression has gotten worse and worse, many issues are factors in my depression and I would rather not go into too much detail on that.
All I will say that a few weeks ago I was contemplating suicide till 2 in the morning. Soon after that I went to the Doctors because they are very worried about me, they sent me to a health centre last week and now I am on stronger medication which will take 4-6 weeks to kick in.
Since I’ve been to the doctors I have pressured myself not to look into suicide, while talking with very close friends and family they have made me promise not to do anything silly, at times I think that I will break that promise, because they would not want to lose someone like me. This is the reason why there is lack of activity from me on DA, I just don’t have the motivation to do something.
I promise that my art will continue but I need my motivation back, and I want to thank alot of you for the great support you have given me, from the lovely sweetheart Lara, to my awesome brother/cousin Rhys, to my amazing, talented friend Becca and everyone single one of my friends who have taken their time to talk to me which has made me feel better which I am very grateful.
Forgive me if I have not mentioned your name but you know who you are and you know that this thanks is aimed at you. And to those of you that take the time and read this, thank you because it shows your are concerned not just about me but those around you.
I want to thank everyone that commented on this journal entry, I want you all to know that I have not ignored your comments, I have read each of them and I am at a loss for words. You're all wonderful friends with big hearts and I have taken all your comments to hear and none have gone ignored.
Thank you everyone for your support, it really means alot to me.